Calling Ourselves Out
Today Dr. Cunningham calls out how anxiety can cause strain in our relationships. She discusses self-protection and the need to fight when anxiety is present. She asks readers to reflect on their processing of anxiety and purposes to see loving and safe relationships as support, rather than opponents.
Now, before we even get started today, talking about our own human tendencies can be tough and often triggers defensiveness. As you read today’s message, remind yourself that you are human. To my clients-I know you are rolling your eyes because I say this frequently, but it is always worth repeating. Welcome to being human.
When we experience anxiety, a common response is to further protect ourselves. Unfortunately, we often do that by yelling, rudeness, and spewing hurtful comments. Other times we can totally ice out the other persons involved, giving doses of the silent treatment. Because our own nervous system senses it’s under attack, we go to battle. This not only reinforces and strengthens are anxiety, but it’s not so great for our relationships either.
One part of being human that seems to show up for most (if not all) of us-is that we can so quickly forget our loved ones are on our side when anxiety is activated. This intensifies even more so when we’ve experienced relationships that mishandled our emotional safety. When anxiety is present, we often feel we are on our own-even if we are in currently in safe relationships.
Today’s message was titled, “Calling Ourselves Out,” and here is my pitch for accountability. Our emotion regulation and our meaningful relationships benefit immensely when we can feel tough stuff without turning against one another. I know, I know, -easier said than done Dr. C. That’s true, it isn’t easy-but it is worth it. In the midst of safe relationships-the more we can learn our triggers, challenge ourselves to anchor back to the present moment, and hold in mind we are safe-the better not only our regulation but our relationships. Being able to come alongside and process a tough emotion as a team, rather than opponents, strengthens intimacy, trust, and most importantly safety.
So, today I ask-is this something to call yourself on? Do you find yourself turning to battle even in the midst of safety? Are you willing to work on catching it in the moment? If so, here are some reflective prompts to guide this work. As you do, maybe I’ll annoyingly be in your head saying “Welcome to being human.”
What triggers my anxiety?
How do I respond to my loved ones when I’m anxious?
What would it be like to feel anxious with my loved ones’ support, rather than pushing them away to self-protect?
Be mindful, lead with love, and don’t forget to listen.
Dr. C
Being Vulnerable Safely is Good for Your Health
Dr. Cunningham provides an overview on the importance of vulnerability, feeling safe enough to experience vulnerability, and the consequences linked to suppressing emotions overtime.
What comes to mind when you think of the word vulnerable? If you were asked to describe it, what words would you choose? A quick google search produces the following Oxford result for the term, “the quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.” What sticks out to me are two words. Before I tell you my two; what two words stick out for you?
Did you also choose exposed and attacked?
Our relationship to vulnerability directly impacts our mental and physical health, our relationships with others, and perhaps most importantly, our relationship to ourselves. Depending on our attachment experiences, being vulnerable may or may not be a safe affective state to experience. If our prior experiences have taught our nervous system it is not safe to be vulnerable, we will come up with alternative strategies that feel “safer.” I put safer in quotations because these strategies trick us in the moment and often come at a cost overtime.
Strategies are adopted by our nervous system as a means of protection. Our nervous system works hard to keep us “safe,” even if the strategy comes at a cost. A common strategy to avoid vulnerability is emotional suppression. Emotional suppression is a tricky strategy because while it can be effective, it does come with consequences when utilized as the only way to regulate emotions. Emotional suppression is conscious, meaning we make the decision to not feel the emotions at hand. Rather than choosing to feel the emotion, because it has been deemed unsafe by the nervous system, the individual does not acknowledge, accept, or process the emotions. While this works in the moment to offer a perception of relief and maintaining safety, there are scientifically documented consequences to long-term emotional suppression. Higher rates of anxiety and depression, as well as heart disease and autoimmune conditions are just a few on the list. So, while it may be scary to feel our emotions, it is also imperative to our mental and physical well-being.
Today I offer an invitation to reflect on your own relationship with vulnerability. I encourage you to think about your influential relationships throughout your life and what contributed to the level of safety you feel in your vulnerability. As always, I’ve provided a few prompts to support you in this exercise.
What does vulnerability feel like for me?
Who in my life am I able to be vulnerable with?
What relationships influenced my relationship with vulnerability?
Are there emotions I suppress more than others?
Be mindful, lead with love, and don’t forget to listen.
Dr. C