Being Vulnerable Safely is Good for Your Health

What comes to mind when you think of the word vulnerable? If you were asked to describe it, what words would you choose? A quick google search produces the following Oxford result for the term, “the quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.” What sticks out to me are two words. Before I tell you my two; what two words stick out for you?

Did you also choose exposed and attacked?

 Our relationship to vulnerability directly impacts our mental and physical health, our relationships with others, and perhaps most importantly, our relationship to ourselves. Depending on our attachment experiences, being vulnerable may or may not be a safe affective state to experience. If our prior experiences have taught our nervous system it is not safe to be vulnerable, we will come up with alternative strategies that feel “safer.” I put safer in quotations because these strategies trick us in the moment and often come at a cost overtime.

Strategies are adopted by our nervous system as a means of protection. Our nervous system works hard to keep us “safe,” even if the strategy comes at a cost. A common strategy to avoid vulnerability is emotional suppression. Emotional suppression is a tricky strategy because while it can be effective, it does come with consequences when utilized as the only way to regulate emotions. Emotional suppression is conscious, meaning we make the decision to not feel the emotions at hand. Rather than choosing to feel the emotion, because it has been deemed unsafe by the nervous system, the individual does not acknowledge, accept, or process the emotions. While this works in the moment to offer a perception of relief and maintaining safety, there are scientifically documented consequences to long-term emotional suppression. Higher rates of anxiety and depression, as well as heart disease and autoimmune conditions are just a few on the list. So, while it may be scary to feel our emotions, it is also imperative to our mental and physical well-being.

Today I offer an invitation to reflect on your own relationship with vulnerability. I encourage you to think about your influential relationships throughout your life and what contributed to the level of safety you feel in your vulnerability. As always, I’ve provided a few prompts to support you in this exercise.

What does vulnerability feel like for me?

Who in my life am I able to be vulnerable with?

What relationships influenced my relationship with vulnerability?

Are there emotions I suppress more than others?

Be mindful, lead with love, and don’t forget to listen.

Dr. C