The Terrible, Awful, and Overwhelming: Helplessness in the midst of traumatic experiences

I had an idea already planned for today’s message. I was going to talk about distress tolerance in relationships. An important and interesting topic, however; some things in my life brought another issue to the forefront. How freaking awful it is to feel helpless. 

My areas of expertise focus on trauma, grief, and attachment. All of which have an element of helplessness because these are all areas of life that happen to us. Life does not ask us permission, nor does it check in on how these events will impact us. Traumatic experiences happen to us, without notice, without permission.

The thing about humans is that we like predictability, consistency, and routine. Familiarity is a comfort to the brain and nervous system. When we encounter traumatic experiences, one factor, among many, that is distressing is the factor of lack of control. It’s really a mind f*** to process the idea that something significantly scary, threatening, and devastating can happen and there isn’t anything we can do about it. The human brain doesn’t like that, and it’s common protective response is anxiety. We start having obsessive thoughts, overly focusing on every detail, running “alternative reality” versions in our heads, and engaging in rigid/compulsive behaviors. Why? Because all of these things are the human attempt at feeling control in the midst of the terrible, awful, and overwhelming nature of helplessness. 

While we need to give ourselves grace when those anxiety thoughts and behaviors come our way; we need to also remember these control-seeking behaviors do not change what is happening in our lives. They are attempts at distraction and coping, often through avoidance. So, if you find yourself tasking or overthinking, welcome to the club of being human. These reactions are to be expected in responses to traumatic experiences. 

So, what’s the takeaway? I think it’s about understanding normative responses to trauma. If we can see something as human, it can make it a bit easier to approach, understand, and ultimately challenge. If you find yourself engaging in these anxiety behaviors, after first reminding yourself that you are human, here are something you could do to support your brain and nervous system to combat the terrible, awful, and overwhelming nature of helplessness. 

Rather than avoiding it, I invite you to:

-Pay attention to your senses: What are you seeing? Smelling? Hearing? Tasting? Touching?

-Lay down flat on the floor, put your hands over your belly, and slowly take breaths in and out (make sure when you breathe in your belly inflates and when you breathe out that it deflates)

-Go on a walk

-Engage in a safe relationship

-Stretch

-Develop a mantra of soothing self-talk 

-Scan your body- slowly scan from the top of your head to the tips of your toes, with each section-acknowledge what you notice, breathe deeply several rounds, and then move to the next section.

Be mindful, lead with love, and don’t forget to listen. 

Dr. C